What you did today matters less than what you do tomorrow

Very hard day. Started off arguing w my 13 yo who was ungrateful and disrespectful at school drop off, carried into work, husband and I are still at odds. I'm so tired of hurting like this, I just want to quite. Please Lord change my heart, make me and make us more like you. Please help us to lay down our defense and offenses at the foot of the cross and LEAVE THEM THERE!!!!😭😭😭😭😭 I want the psychological torment and gaslighting to stop in Jesus name. All the word torpedos to stop being projected. I want his words to stop hurting. I want my mind to quit and quiet. I don't want to hate myself anymore. I DONT WANT to hurt like this anymore